still 'aegi'

im struggling to finish off my holiday

i guess a month holiday is too long for me

with etsuko back in Japan

and most of my friends are busy with their exam

im stuck with myself (work at library dont help much)

so pathetically i started to monologue with myself

reflecting here and there

thinking of what had i achieved so far

and how bad i fall

and how i muster all my courage to get back on my feet

i can say i have changed

not much but adequate

but still



there's a child in me ...