dark

question: why i love dark chocolate?
answer: i love sweet foods... in fact i will go crazy without them. i savour them...
however, when it comes to chocolate i tend to choose the opposite. dark bittersweet chocolate suits my taste buds better. the normal one seems too overpowering and not the kind of sweetness i'm looking for. a friend told me long ago that things people choose can reflect their life. i guess that is why my life is somehow unique as compared to other people. i dont go well with a normal life. my life consist of five stages. experience, failure, in denial, try again, somehow succeed... heheheheh. its just like dark choc. bitter at first bite but have sweet aftertaste ... the end...

still 'aegi'

im struggling to finish off my holiday

i guess a month holiday is too long for me

with etsuko back in Japan

and most of my friends are busy with their exam

im stuck with myself (work at library dont help much)

so pathetically i started to monologue with myself

reflecting here and there

thinking of what had i achieved so far

and how bad i fall

and how i muster all my courage to get back on my feet

i can say i have changed

not much but adequate

but still



there's a child in me ...

how far will you go for your love????

i just wonder how far will i go for love?

hurm

i don't know

never really been in love

does it matter?

does it matter what people said to you?

will it bother you damn lots when people gave random remarks?

it does at least to me and my other flatmate.

my point is...

i love going out ALONE...

alone does not mean that you dont have friends

my friends know me well enough to let me have my time ALONE in the city!!!

and my serenity is all ruined with your hurtful random remarks....

perhaps you should just mind your business...