Thursday, March 3, 2011
futile
the hand of a clock winds towards the right
people walks forwards
just because you wind the hands to the left
walk backwards....
doesn't make the things that happened in the past return
even knowing that
just once~~
i try winding the hand to the left
try walking backwards
even knowing that it's futile....
just because you wind the hands to the left
walk backwards....
doesn't make the things that happened in the past return
even knowing that
just once~~
i try winding the hand to the left
try walking backwards
even knowing that it's futile....
being single
being single when you are 24 it can be hell lots of fun if your mum didnt make thousand fusses over it. and i thought it would be over if i find a guy and date him. so i went for a blind date (more like a blinded date) and it was disaster. from that moment i know that mum's way certainly won't work and i, should charge ahead and try to find my own happiness, my so call destiny, my own beau, my own soulmate.
honest to god, i never have had a real date. if i can sum up all the dates that ive been to, i can just say they all SUCKS. not because they are short and stout like teapot or fugly. no no no. the main reason is they are all ill-mannered bastard. like seriously they never asked me what i want to eat (mind you they order first, some even order for me) they go dutch on the first date, talk loudly with their mouth full about themselves,and none of them walk me home or to my car.
so, now i'm a bit panicky and awesomely worried of my future which seems bleak. mom continuously being her naggy self and trying to confuse me with her ideology. her ideology which sometimes hinted me that i should quickly find a guy and sometimes say "no, its not ok for you to befriend a guy" so in the end who do i have to date and befriend? girls? do you want me to turn lesbian huh mum?
one thing i dont understand. clearly there's a loophole somewhere in her ideology. she did not allow me to befriend a guy scared that her friends would think bad about me like im a prostitute, a sinner or other things that might degrade our so perfect posh bind by protocol family. if thats the case, she should tell my brother (both younger and older) not to befriend any girls too. because their mom's friend would find out and would think them as prostitute. surely you wouldnt want that rite mom.
she keep on saying that im going against this laws of Islam and challenge it. no i am not! i would not dare to do that. i just pointed out the logic part of it. if im wrong for doing that so does abg and adik. it takes two to tango right. so if im wrong for going out with a guy shouldn't that guy at wrong too??? get it? its not fair if he asks me out and he is not at fault but i am?? so there's only one way if you want to make this right mum~~ either you tell abg and adik to follow the same rules or you castrate them. then i will restraint myself from seeing any guy and will marry the one that you choose even if they are damn chrappy.
im not trying to be all org putih on you mum! i just want you to look at it logically. in this era everything is possible. there is no gender discrimination. if girls cannot do that so does guy.
im just rant-ing this cos she wouldnt want to talk to me anymore and she sort of label me as the rudest family member. so talking to computer are more fun than people
signing out
honest to god, i never have had a real date. if i can sum up all the dates that ive been to, i can just say they all SUCKS. not because they are short and stout like teapot or fugly. no no no. the main reason is they are all ill-mannered bastard. like seriously they never asked me what i want to eat (mind you they order first, some even order for me) they go dutch on the first date, talk loudly with their mouth full about themselves,and none of them walk me home or to my car.
so, now i'm a bit panicky and awesomely worried of my future which seems bleak. mom continuously being her naggy self and trying to confuse me with her ideology. her ideology which sometimes hinted me that i should quickly find a guy and sometimes say "no, its not ok for you to befriend a guy" so in the end who do i have to date and befriend? girls? do you want me to turn lesbian huh mum?
one thing i dont understand. clearly there's a loophole somewhere in her ideology. she did not allow me to befriend a guy scared that her friends would think bad about me like im a prostitute, a sinner or other things that might degrade our so perfect posh bind by protocol family. if thats the case, she should tell my brother (both younger and older) not to befriend any girls too. because their mom's friend would find out and would think them as prostitute. surely you wouldnt want that rite mom.
she keep on saying that im going against this laws of Islam and challenge it. no i am not! i would not dare to do that. i just pointed out the logic part of it. if im wrong for doing that so does abg and adik. it takes two to tango right. so if im wrong for going out with a guy shouldn't that guy at wrong too??? get it? its not fair if he asks me out and he is not at fault but i am?? so there's only one way if you want to make this right mum~~ either you tell abg and adik to follow the same rules or you castrate them. then i will restraint myself from seeing any guy and will marry the one that you choose even if they are damn chrappy.
im not trying to be all org putih on you mum! i just want you to look at it logically. in this era everything is possible. there is no gender discrimination. if girls cannot do that so does guy.
im just rant-ing this cos she wouldnt want to talk to me anymore and she sort of label me as the rudest family member. so talking to computer are more fun than people
signing out
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)