i think 'impossible' might be her other name. i love her that is unquestionable. i respect her that is a must though i think fear might be more accurate.i always think that her antics are all in my grasp. now i believe i am wrong. she is the most impossible woman, hard to fathom, more complicated than text book. i say she would be quite an interesting subject for research.
not just she is unbelievable impossible, she never listen to the young ones. she is right (or never wrong). she believe in the power of motherhood that gifted her with righteousness. sometimes it is undeniably fun and cute when she have to bite her lips when she had been proven wrong. sometimes she just plainly annoying.
more to that, she never open to new stuffs regardless of gadgets, fashions or lifestyles. the only time she become agreeable only if her friends do that or other people told her its good and this and that. only if other people or her friend.
shopping with her is quite tiresome. i do understand that she is old and cannot stand for long. but i do believe shopping takes a lot of times. i hate if i or someone starts to buy on impulse. just buy everything and in the end regret their action cause the dress did not flatter. not once i have a bliss shopping time with her. it always tiring and induce lots of headache not to mention different taste in style. her tag lines when shopping with me are
a) this this. look at this. try this (she said them all in one breath and in an urgent and commanding tone)
which then lead to~~~
b) you never listen to me you think im stupid
which i will then coax her and listen to her (as in trying on whatever she chosen and her whine)
then she will say
c) that i am fat ugly and things that is equivalent to those.not that it is a wrong cut. to her even rag will look nice on a pretty girl.
for heaven sake that is the first reason why i do not want to try them on coz i already know that they are not flattering.
honestly in frustrated with her.i dont know how to react towards her. how to be more amiable. i have tried everything to please her but it never enough. worst she keep saying that she and father will one day might get divorce because of me (my father always on my side). and its all my faults. nan moerugettso.
