i dont care

a lady had once told me that i am lack of empathy. for me that is true and it is something that i have known for years. and i am not going to change that. lack does not mean i do not have any. its just i have to choose to whom i am going to show my empathy. to me my empathy is definitely not cheap. if your life story is not worth it im not going to feel that for you. for example, you just break up and you tell me about it, 60% chances of me to feel nothing for you or 40% i will feel sorry for you and might cry for you. breaking up to me is a normal thing which a girl should not resort to self loathing or wallowing. i will only offer my empathy if only you lose someone that is dear to your heart. if you lose a guy, to me it is nothing. plus you are not going to die because of it. if you choose to die... hurmmm i would say you are the such and idiot who does not have self dignity.