transformers

im hyperventilating again

the green transformers that supposed to protect the earth and humankind

have done something unethical

Stole my heart and torn it into pieces

leaving me breathless

ah! his "manliness" is so enchanting






human always yearn for the impossible.....






regardless... that is my obsession.....

and im proud of it

zen zen wakarimasen

What, like water that's been in the sink for few years this is completely rotten and no senses

When I sit under the leaves on a rainy day and think about it, this isn't really right

Even after the rain stops, would you call that a sky.. that grey-ish white-ish thing covering the space over my head

that, what, to call it sky it's too low, almost touching my hair, if I jump a bit I'll probably bam, hit my head

the dehumidifier in the closet is already full or whatever, whoa I get a bit surprised every time I see the mirror splashed with blood from the time I killed that mosquito

when I brush my teeth with that bent toothbrush even if I brush until my gums start to bleed the actual tartar doesn't know how to come out

I bring the can with the lukewarm cola that I don't remember opening to my lips and take a sip... damn cigarette butts

Now I don't even know if the floor is me or I'm the floor .. what's this situation where the sun goes down before rising --

my idea on romance

romance~~~ something that i crave ever since i sort of know what love is. for me romance is like a dark chocolate that is less fattening and have sweet after taste which lift you up on the fluffy cloud nine. its the most sweet feeling that makes my heart flutters and warm. owh!! not to forget that your fingers and toes will cringed and shriveled out of satisfaction and happiness.

now let me tell you my idea of romantic date.

it starts with me and a guy with a broad shoulder and slightly taller than me walking at the side of the road. our shoulder is soo close that i can feel his nervousness and love that he unconsciously emits. while walking, we talk and fools around. He gave me a warm refreshing smile then take my hand and lead me to the beach or harbour or garden or somewhere like amcorp mall which i consider as one of the romantic place in malaysia. then we just sit there on a bench or the grass if its at garden. you get the picture aye!. me with a book and he with a magazine. reading silently... but our heart is communicating dearly....

i love that feeling....

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